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Jocelyn Mariah St. Denis

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[30 Jan 2006|12:40am]
[ mood | tired ]


Oh great
here I go again I'm stuck in this rut
and I'm not sure how to begin- should I tell you everything?
I'm feeling out of luck so I won't see you soon
'cause I know it's too soon for you to see me-
if this is the last thing you do just tell me that it's o.k.
for me to have these feelings for you
and that it's normal to want to call you.
Oh I'm dialing the phone and I'm letting it ring for hours
and I'm pretending to hear your voice-
Why does my heart always beat before yours does?
After a while you can make yourself believe in almost anything,
so I'm making myself believe in you.



I should start using this journal again
stuff kinda sucks
but! i went to Cape Cod today to get my bike back and I can't wait until it's nice enough out to ride it
tonight we're gonna give it 35%

[07 Sep 2004|08:35pm]
[ mood | happy ]

OK! LISTEN UP! I HAVE HAD THIS JOURNAL FOR LIKE 100 YEARS SO I AM FINALLY GETTING A NEW ONE.
My new journal is hadababyitsaboy
It's going to be friends only . . .
Add it and I'll probably add you back!


<333 Jocelyn

4 called just to say goodnight ♥ tonight we're gonna give it 35%

[07 Sep 2004|08:39am]
[ mood | sore ]

Fear and loathing on cape cod up in maine

This weekend was one of the best EVER
I love Big D and The Kids Table soooo much
I love the RX Bandits
I love Shannon!!!!!
I love Emily!!!!!!!!!
I love fricking TINA PAUL
I love the Zipper
I like yelling even if the ride isn't scary
I don't like people who cut the line in orange shirts.
I love watching people sky dive and I want to do it really bad.
Putting up a tent can be hard
At one point the fire was so hit it felt like my pants were melting to me
I made drunk people dance with me, haha
I made Tina and Emily dance with me
Emily wanted to see how far the runway went but we all know how I feel about the woods and I knew that we were going to end up too deep!
Dave's Kitties (FUR real, wee baby kitty)
Sean P Rogan is the cutest
Paul Alex Halpaney
Jon has my sweatshirt . . .
That guy with the tight pants was passed out and it was funny

Shannon's Gram is probably the nicest grandmother I have ever met and she makes such good food!
I tried this apple dumpling thing for the first time yesterday with Shannon. It was SO good.

I wish I could write more about it but I don't even know
I'm really tired because I woke up at 4:45 this morning for crew practice.




<3 Jocelyn Mariah St. Denis

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[02 Sep 2004|12:20pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I am in school right now :D
It's my frist day of college :D

I'm almost 19





<333 Jocelyn

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[31 Aug 2004|12:25am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Dear Emily Helen Galante,

You are moving into college tomorrow and I am going to miss seeing Rosey as much as I can. . .
I'M KIDDING!!! A little bit . . .
But I am going to miss the fact that you only have to travel up the central turpike to see me.
I love you a lot and I know you will do well in college.
I will see you in a couple days.
Have fun moving in and I am going to visit you so much <3

<3 Jocelyn Mariah St. Denis

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[29 Aug 2004|01:33pm]
[ mood | okay ]

whoa, i can't belive it's been seven yearsCollapse )


I miss my mom.
Today marks 7 years. It doesn't even feel like that.

Besides the fact that this day sucks
I am in an ok mood

I love college. (even though I don't live there, hah)



<33333 Jocelyn

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[23 Aug 2004|11:27pm]
[ mood | tired ]

100 things about meCollapse )

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[21 Aug 2004|01:05pm]
[ mood | sad ]



Dear Amanda,
Have fun in Chicago! I miss you so much already. We cried so much. I cried the whole way home. The cd made Jen, Satchel and I cry so much, hahaha. We are such babies cause I knw we're going to be friends forever. I am going to write you letters all the time. I am going to save money and come and visit you. I would wish you luck but I know you don't need it. But still - have great games and make me proud! Get a good education so you can support our kids. I love you so much and before you know it we will see each other again. Miss you so much <3<3<3

<3 Jocelyn

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[20 Aug 2004|11:35am]
[ mood | sore ]



I ventured off to Gillette stadium with Tony and Joel, knowing I was probably going to be the center of all the jokes.
We made a bunch of stops before we actually went there.
They told theor boss that I was a whore.
I was mad but I didn't show it THAT much.
It was a good time though. We got there as Fall Out boy was playing and i pushed close to the front and got a guitar pic.
SAW CAROLINE AND HER SISTER AND THESE OTHER PEOPLE I DON'T REALLY REMEMBER. Aww, it made my day :D
Then we stayed for Story Of The Year and some dumb slut was flashing everyone so everyone was throwing stuff at her and Joel and Tony told her that she didnt have any delf respect and that her parents didnt love her.
Then we walked around for a while and saw JASMINE AND JEN ESPIDJGKDJG!! They informed me that Emily was watching Monty's Fan Club so I went over there and didn't find Emily until it was almost over. Buuuuut we embraced and all was well.
We passed this band, Melee, that was pplaying and I really liked them.
I wanted a dog bowl instead of a regular cardboard thing and the guy tried to get Tony to pay him $5 for it! geeez!
Then I don't really even remember. I lost Tony and Joel for a good 3 1/2 hours and I watched THE BOUNCINGS SOULS. Well, most of it. I pushed my way up front for that too.
It was so awesome.
Then Yellowcard played and I pushed my way to the front for that too. Lots of little girls, so it was easy. Some old man yelled at me though. They sang October Nights which made me wicked happy. At the end of that the violinist guy rubbed my head cause I went over the barrier to get out. And I hugged the bassist. People were just walking by him, so I told him he did a good job. Then Taking BAck Sunday played. I stayed in the back for it next to these wicked annoying girls that got over excited about "You're so last summer" and I wanted to hit them. They were all like, "THIS IS MY SONGGGG" and i was all like shut the eff up.
Coheed played on the other stage and I listened but didn't really watch them because I have seen them so many times so I jsut got ready for New Found Glory, because, well, I love them. I was right up front and I got to sing in the microphone and stuff. It was fun.
I got out of there and FINALLY found Joel and Tony. . .and everyone else, because I was the only one missing, haha.
I was really sweaty and wet, so they just made fun of me some more.
I got over it though.
I saw the guy from the Bouncing Souls and talked to him for a while as Underoath was starting. I made my way back over there to watch the rest of their set. They did a wicked good job.
There was a lot of other stuff that happened in between but I don't really remember. And at one point I wanted to cry because I was so lonely. And I was the maddest Joel has ever seen me cause I was in a bad mood.
On the way back to my car some people needed to have theor car jumped and so we brought the cables to them and everyone was afraid of being electricuted. They told them that I like anal sex and I do a lot of drugs, but I was expecting it.
They gave us IBC rootbeer for helping them with their car and we were drinking them on the way out and Tony kept yelling things like, "WE'RE DRINKING BREWSKIES." It was wicked funny.
I got the screen name aww yeaah. haha. Maybe it's because he thinks I like it in the butt.

I had the worst headache ever last night.
Amanda leaves tomorrow :(. I am going to see her tonight.
I love her so much.

This was long. I never update like this


<3 Jocelyn

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[17 Aug 2004|02:58pm]
[ mood | ugggh ]

Matt Mullen just rode by my house on a bicycle.

That brightened my mood a little bit.


hahaha

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[17 Aug 2004|02:49pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

All of a sudden I just got wicked pissed off.
I have so much to say right now but I don't even know if I should write it in here.

I don't really hate my dad but I hate what he does and kjdkjdgsfkgsd!!
I hate every boy except for Tony. ((well, last night that's what I said))
I hate that I washed my pillow cases.
I hate heartbreaks.
I hate how I can't keep my room clean.
I hate crying so much that it makes your heart and belly hurt.
I hate that I have to work, even though I love my job.
I hate that the Central Turnpike summer has to end with Emily.
I hate that Amanda is going to Chicago
I hate that Jen isn't going to be a 5 minute ride away from me
I hate that Satchel isn't either.
I hate growing up.


I love my friends.

Working 4-close at the Bellingham Newbury Comics.
Come and visiiiit meeee. please? <3



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I love the Beatles [17 Aug 2004|02:29am]
[ mood | cranky ]

We were talking about the space between us all
And the people who hide themselves behind a wall of illusion
Never glimpse the truth, then it's far too late, when they pass away
We were talking about the love we could share
When we find it, to try our best to hold it there with our love
With our love, we could save the world, if you only knew



♥ ♥
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[16 Aug 2004|11:13am]
[ mood | bored ]

why I am becoming a princessCollapse )


<3 Jocelyn

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[15 Aug 2004|10:50pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I'm standing in the pouring rain, I don't mind
I think of you and everything's alright

4 called just to say goodnight ♥ tonight we're gonna give it 35%

[15 Aug 2004|04:41pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

i love a boy who's got a famous line ♥Collapse )

as you can see, I was wicked bored.
someone save me
let's hang out




<3 Jocelyn


P.S.
Dear Yaritza,
I'm sorry I'm a day late with this, but I worked a wicke dlong day yesterday and I didn't update!
I love you forvaaaahhh
<3 Jocelyn

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[12 Aug 2004|02:19am]
[ mood | sad ]



Aww, I am going to miss you so much :(
I wish you weren't going all the way to Nebraska!
I love you and I will miss you so much <3
You were my favorite!
We still have to get married and have our four beautiful children



<3333 Jocelyn

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[11 Aug 2004|05:29pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Saturday October 23rd

City/Country/Venue: Allston, MA @ Jackson Mann
Ticket Price:$10 in advance $10 at the door
Time: Doors at 7:30pm Show at 8pm
Other Bands: The Blood Brothers and True North
Other Info:
Street Address: 500 Cambridge ST


NO ONE HAS ANY IDEA HOW PUMPED I AM FOR THAT!!
SERIOUSLY!!!
I even made a new livejournal layout for them <3


beginning in an endingCollapse )

Oh, Against me <3, how I love you <3



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[09 Aug 2004|05:40pm]
[ mood | bored ]

It is SO nice out, and I am pretty bored.
I kind of feel like swimming but I don't feel like getting my hair wet, haha
Maybe later?
EMILY is coming over tonight! djghdskjgldskgs!!!!


I have a new shirt that's the color of a yellow starburstCollapse )


Saturday was Amanda's(amandakitkat) going away party.
I don't think she knows how much I am going to miss her.
She's going to be all the way in Chicago.
I can't even believe it.
I can't believe everyone is going to college.
It doesn't even seem like it to me yet.
I still feel like I'm getting ready for another year of regular school.

Jimmy is leaving on Fridday for FLORIDA!!
I will miss him too
All he does is make fun of me but I know he's just kidding
He's such a cutie.





This was pointless.


<3 Jocelyn




P.S.
Joel - I miss you!

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[06 Aug 2004|01:13am]
[ mood | tired ]

I want to make out so bad.

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[05 Aug 2004|12:29am]
[ mood | loved ]

STDURTJUMPA: like
STDURTJUMPA: if there was a love'o'meter
STDURTJUMPA: id be like surfing the top of it for you
j o c 7 7 3 3: :-):-):-)


I love Anthony(aka Fuzzy), and he loves me back :D
aww.
I am actually in a good mood :D

a surveyCollapse )

I have been straying away from this thing.
I guess I just don't have much to write about.

Kenny is down from Canada. :D
I missed him <3


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROLINE!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D


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tonight we're gonna give it 35%

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